I don’t get to write these posts much, because I am always battling something, but my heart if full right now. Noel, Noel is playing in the background as I write this and this past weekend I hosted my dearest friends and family at a Christmas party in my house. It was warm and wonderful and so full of love and cheer that today, 2 days later I am still feeling the warmth and glow of it. I teared up a few times as I watch people I love talk and laugh and have a good time. My family was all there, minus of few, but mostly they were all there and we ate and drank and just had a great time. It’s funny to think that in a few days the holiday season will be over, and we will be starting a new year. And I am hopeful again. Hopeful that this new year will be my year, a year that I will finally start taking better care of myself, and I am excited to start. I am blessed today, and lucky and overwhelmed with the love I feel. I wish I could talk to all of you personally and look you in the eye and say Merry Christmas, may the next year bring you joy and peace.