I had grand intentions a month ago to chronicle my new experiences with medication and a new psychiatrist. But the reality of it all was I felt so good I forgot to do it. Which is a good thing. I am cautiously optimistic ( one of my favorite phrases) that I am getting better. I have been on my new regimen for about a month and go back for a med check next week, and I do feel better. I am less sensitive, better able to multitask and enjoying the moment more. Side effects, I am a lot more tired and prone to napping. I am more self concerned, which is better then selfish or self centered, it is simply I am trying not to make myself do something I don’t want to do. Negative side effects, my creative drive is down so I need to take time to write and create, which I haven’t done in the last month or so. But I am aware of it and admitting you have a problem is the first step, or something. I am getting a tattoo soon, something I have been thinking about for a long time and something to remind myself that I am capable of finding my way when I am lost. It’s empowering, and wonderful.
So this is me, just checking in, hopefully with more purpose in the future and a clearing mind to write more interesting and enlightening posts.
Thanks for sticking with me if you still are…stay tuned….