checking in…

I had grand intentions a month ago to chronicle my new experiences with medication and a new psychiatrist. But the reality of it all was I felt so good I forgot to do it. Which is a good thing. I am cautiously optimistic ( one of my favorite phrases) that I am getting better. I have been on my new regimen for about a month and go back for a med check next week, and I do feel better. I am less sensitive, better able to multitask and enjoying the moment more. Side effects, I am a lot more tired and prone to napping. I am more self concerned, which is better then selfish or self centered, it is simply I am trying not to make myself do something I don’t want to do. Negative side effects, my creative drive is down so I need to take time to write and create, which I haven’t done in the last month or so. But I am aware of it and admitting you have a problem is the first step, or something. I am getting a tattoo soon, something I have been thinking about for a long time and something to remind myself that I am capable of finding my way when I am lost. It’s empowering, and wonderful.

So this is me, just checking in, hopefully with more purpose in the future and a clearing mind to write more interesting and enlightening posts.

Thanks for sticking with me if you still are…stay tuned….



  1. Writing is good for the soul……whether it is just to purge, or to be excited… need to write. It will do you good! I love you more than I can ever express……you are a beautiful person inside and out.

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